~ Je sais! ~

October 14, 2010 ~

Today is the day I became worth something. Today is the day, that every random and cruel road I had to travel makes sense. The past breaks and pains yield a purposeful path in which I must now walk, with pride and joy beyond an explanation of words. I now hold my head high and smile to random strangers. I am myself again. I take a huge breath upon waking each day and realize that nothing else matters, but this. I found my calling in life and knew it all along. I never believed in myself until now, in this moment of profound revelation. I deserve this. I desire this. I crave this. I want to be a pediatrician and nothing else. I look into the sunset and know that it will all be ok and I will forever be satisfied with this decision. No worries, no doubt, no regret, no looking back. This is the ultimate beauty of life: Find your way, your calling in life. For having a purpose is the ultimate goal. Without purpose you remain lost and barren. I'm simply radiant with revelation.